Am I Being Gaslit By My Partner?
During my marriage to a narcissist, I became so disconnected from myself that I lost trust in my own perception of reality. If you’re reading this, I imagine that might resonate with you too.
Gaslighting is one of the most insidious forms of emotional abuse because it makes you doubt your own mind. It’s subtle at first, then before you know it, you’re questioning everything—even your own memories.
Here’s the hard truth: in a relationship with a narcissist, there are usually just two people in the room—you and them. And they are going to tell you, over and over again, that what you think just happened, didn’t happen as you experienced it. Or if it did, it was only because of something you did.
Maybe you’ve heard things like:
- “I’m only reacting to your attacks.”
- “You made me this angry—you pushed me to this.”
- “You’re too sensitive.”
- “Everyone can see that you’re the problem.”
- “You’re crazy.”
- “You’re the reason we keep going in circles—you just won’t let it go.”
These words aren’t just examples. They’re straight from a ‘secret’ list I kept during my marriage—trying to make sense of it all.
And honestly? It was crazy-making.
At the time, I was stretched so thin—living on the other side of the world from my friends and family, raising two young babies close in age, working full-time. I was exhausted. Distracted. And that’s exactly how abuse thrives—in the small, unnoticed moments, building over time like nails growing.
You don’t see it happening until one day you do. And suddenly, you’re asking yourself:
“How did we get here?”
The good news: There is another way
If the idea of your relationship staying exactly as it is feels more terrifying than the idea of change—then it’s time to take the next step.
And I promise you, it’s worth it.
The first step is education—understanding narcissism and the unspoken ‘rules’ at play. These aren’t rules you created, but they’ve been running the show. It’s time to break free from them.
From there, working with someone like me can help you:
- Reclaim your truth so you can trust yourself again.
- Reconnect with who you are beyond this relationship.
- Decide what you need and take real steps forward.
A deeply informed, supportive therapeutic relationship can help you heal from narcissistic abuse and move forward in a way that truly serves you.
And I want you to know—it is possible.
I know, because I’ve done it.
And I can support you to do it too.
Finding your way back to you
Gaslighting can leave you questioning far more than what happened in your relationship. Over time, you may stop trusting your own memories, instincts, needs and even your sense of who you are.
Healing is about finding your way back to that inner knowing.
I work with women who are ready to understand the patterns that have shaped their experiences, rebuild trust in themselves and begin moving forward with greater clarity and confidence. My approach brings together psychotherapy, nervous system healing and integrative therapeutic practices, with the work shaped around you and what you need.
All new clients begin with The Threshold Space — a six-week therapeutic journey that gives us the time and space to work together with depth and intention. We begin to safely shift the beliefs and behaviours that may have kept you questioning or abandoning yourself, while supporting change at a nervous-system level.
From there, your path is personal. For some women, those six weeks are exactly what they need. For others, we create a longer pathway through ongoing one-to-one work, therapeutic immersions, retreats or other transformational approaches.
You don’t have to have everything figured out before you begin. We can start by exploring where you are now, what you’re looking for, and what you want life to feel like from here.
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As a PACFA Registered Psychotherapist with a BSc Hons in Psychology, I have made it my life’s work to support women in reclaiming their truth and moving forward with joy and authenticity.
